Tuesday, July 29, 2008
I'm okay. No building damage or anything. All in all, it was a pretty fun ride. Kind of like driving a Buick on an unmaintained county road back home.
Sunday, July 27, 2008

I was released from my calling as Ward Mission Leader today. It was one of the best callings I've ever had. It's hard for me to express how I feel about it or what it's done for me and to me. The people were the best part. I had a reason to talk to anybody, anywhere. And I felt God directing me, prodding me to give a kind word here and a hand of friendship there. My memories of sitting with Scott to talk about the gospel in my apartment are priceless. And the other Scott, a vet who served in Iraq, talking about horrible memories as we sat at a picnic table at the Veteran's Memorial Hospital. His baptism was so joyful. And to see Leslie be baptized, and Torben, and Kim. And more. I've seen miracles in the last year.
We put together regional meetings and community forums. I walked around with fellow ward missionary Ash for hours at UCLA taping up fliers. Other ward missionaries put fliers at bus stops. Zach saw one, came to the forum and then started coming to church. We formed a community outreach missionary choir. They sang at an interfaith jam side-by-side with Jews, evangelicals, protestants, Sufis, and more. I felt my heart leap when they sang and joy shot through my soul when I realized they were bringing our message to people that wouldn't have heard it otherwise. What's more, we were hearing their messages, too.
I was on a great team. Matt and Sara were by my side, always willing and trusting. Bishop Eastland and his counselors lead me with persistent, wise words. The other ward missionaries consistently surprised me with their never ending stream of missionary experiences from their day-to-day lives. They all did everything they could to help the work. And the full-time missionaries, the Elders and Sisters, were always such dedicated workers--not a dud in the bunch. For example, the two above, Elder Backenstoss and Elder Gentry, are both fantastic missionaries. They may not ever read this, but having such a close connection with them absolutely fueled my fire for the work.
Attending Gospel Principles class and walking the halls of the building on Sunday, I got to be a part of visitors' first brush with the church--the first line of friendship, fellowship and love. People trusted me to teach the people they love about the faith they hold so dear in their hearts. Thanks to the ward for all of your support and efforts to bring your friends closer to Christ. Keep it up!
In the end, I'm closer to God. I know He's helping people find happiness. I know He's helping me find happiness. And I know that's not going to stop as I move on to a different assignment.
I'm glad I can say that I gave this calling my all. I'm pretty sure that's why I loved it so much.
AND I got to speak portuguese again which is always awesome. It was so funny hashing out the differences between the mother tongue and Brazil's severely altered pronunciations. His english is great, but we did learn that "humble girl" sounds a lot like "hamburger," only one of which you'd want to marry.
Best of luck, Gaston!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Riddle Me This: What's a film festival without some live-action comic book fight scenes?
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This year's ward film festival was fantastic. The decorations were phenomenal and set to resemble Bruce Wayne's manor. As part of the intermission entertainment, I was asked to play the part of The Riddler. Along with Joker, Poison Ivy, Penguin and Cat Woman, we captured Batman and Robin (after they repelled in from the ceiling) and sealed them up in a giant tithing envelope. Later, Alfred (aka Bishop Eastland) came along and broke the seal on the envelope to let the caped crusaders free. They defeated us handily. To help defeat me, they gave me a giant wedgie.
I made the costume from a jacket I bought in the women's section at Goodwill (apparently, I'm a size 12) and a pair of black shorts I found in a bag by a dumpster (don't judge me, I'm resourceful). I've had the glasses in my props case for a couple of years but never had the right opportunity to wear them. They've finally fulfilled their purpose.
It was a fantastic evening, filled to standing room only in our building's gym. The 20+ short films were awesome. My short film was very well-received and the star, Esther Rawlings, got the Best Actress award for the evening.
As for viewing my short film...it's not quite ready for you. But look for a post soon about where you can watch it. It's called Danger Dancer and is about a crime-fighting dancer. I play the part of the villain.
Apparently, some of you have been a little confused. Let's clear something up while we have these pictures here: Her name is Laura Kelly. She's my sister. Done and done.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Friday, July 18, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008





I miss those people. Sometimes, I close my eyes and fly myself back there. Back into their houses, back into their lives. I wonder how they are, where they are. Some of the kids must be so big now. I hope Fabricio went on a mission. I hope he took the shoulder bag I gave him, the one I bought in the MTC. He was such an example. And Maria and Antonio, are they well? What about Pedro? He might have died by now. Roberta, we've kept in touch by email--you're the only one. But your father died. I wish I could have been there for you. Danielle. Both of you, in different cities. Are you still going to church? Erinaldo, are you still married? Pablo, companion, do you have a wife and kids? What do you do?
My Brazil lives in my mind.
I'd like to return
to find what I would find.
Volte a mim, Brasil!
Ou pelo menos permaneca ao meu lado
com carinho
nas memorias que me tem dado.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Saturday, July 12, 2008

